Wednesday, September 30, 2009

"i want you to know"
i'm falling in love..

guys,guess what..i'm attached to natasha..she's beautiful..she's sexy..she's hot..she has an hour glass shape body..she's so awesome..want to see her photo..there she is..
there she is..isn't she hot?.

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 11:05 AM

Monday, September 28, 2009

"wished you all the best"
i've seen enough

tired!!jammed today..get to play bass..at last..but i had a price to pay for that..i forgot to bring my pick and my finger has a terrible blister..you can see like a bubble of water in my finger..terrible i tell you..but it is not that bad to play with..

i maybe stupid or dumb..but at least i got a brain and mind to think and ponder..i might be the worst guy you can ever meet..i just can't shake it off me..it's hunting me like a hunter hunting down dogs..ok,this paragraph has no meaning at all..i just typed it for the sake of typing and wasting time..be back in a few hours..

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:23 AM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

"you can always talk to me about your problems"
i'm here for you

this song is written by me..inspired by plain white t's lonely september..i would like to dedicate this song to princess..if you read this,i'll sing you this song someday..=)


another lonely september

another day alone is taking it's toll on me
the smile and the face of whom i used to see
i miss the times that you and i ever had
the times maybe short but it's never filled with regret

this is not the end of us my friend
there's a lot more distance to go but you're giving up
i didn't mean to adore you but this feeling just came
i hope you feel the same as i am

trying to let you go was the hardest i've ever tried
to let the odds take its toll was like waiting for you to kill me
i know i may annoy you much but we had a great time
your voice reminds me of the whispers that we shared

this is not the end of us my friend
there's a lot more distance to go but you're giving up
i didn't mean to adore you but this feeling just came
i hope you feel the same as i am

i don't want to lose you in my dreams
i don't want to let you go just yet
i know that we can make it right
and we shall walk together in this path of love

the calls i made were silent to your voice
the texts that i sent were never replied
are you trying to let me go as i should have done
i love you too much that i can't bear to see you leave me alone

this is not the end for us my friend
there's a lot more distance to go but you're giving up
i didn't mean to adore you but this feeling just came
i hope you feel the same as i am

remember the movie and the time i sent u home?
remember the night we had under the stars?
the times i can't forget were the times i had with you
if you leave me now i shall die of sniffing glue

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 9:25 AM

Friday, September 25, 2009

princess
princess
princess
princess
this part i'm bored..read below..^.^

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 9:08 AM

"give me a name"
buck head

i'm damn sleepy..very tired..no idea why..my body is starting to ache..due to my very old bed..the other day,my bed collapse..how embarrassing is it?.

september is fast coming to an end..an end to the so called "time of the year"..which starts from july and ends by the end of september..actually this is my theory..time of the year is a period when people everywhere in the world suffers from relationship unstability..even if the unstability only last for an hour..this is when relationship takes it's toughest couples down..it is a period to test your endurance and patience..if you manage to get through this period without breaking up with your partner,you have passed the test my friend..every year will be the same..if you don't believe me,wait till next year..you see when couples start fighting over the smallest thing..

my life is such a bore..it has declined from awesome to extremely boring..no adventure,no fun,no excitement and no girlfriend..i want my life back..

oh yeah..i got into an argument with my parents..have you guys ever heard of the joint poly diploma SAF thingy?.if you have not,i shall explain..this SAF thing is like a scheme..if you join,every month you will recieve $600 to $1000 as your tuition fee..for guys, after your diploma,you will have to serve NS for two years..after that two years,you will have to sign on for another 5 years with the air force..your salary will be around $2,111..looks convincing right?.well here's the thing..my parent wants me to go for this talk tomorrow and apply for this..they say if i apply,i can get my allowance from SAF all that and after my NS i can work with the Air Force..upon resignation,i can join the aerospace industry..the industry now is searching for guys from Air Force..now you can see diploma graduates are having difficulty getting jobs..so according to my dad,if i joined e Air Force and apply for job later on,it will be easier for me to get it..i didn't buy that..so i told them why i didn't want to apply..here are my reasons:

firstly,the allowance all that seems very attractive..you can get the allowance..if you fail one semester,you will be kicked out..thats it for your Air Force dream..whatever..secondly,i have my own plan after poly..i'm going to graduate and work..if my dad is going to support me for my further studies,i will join full-time university..if my dad does no support my further study,i will have to take up part-time degree course at night and work in the day..my goal is to continue my studies until my master degree before i get married..if i join the Air Force,after i finish my bond,i will be 26 years old..and all i have is a diploma..well how am i suppose to further my studies to master degree before i get married at the age of 27?.and finally..for you who don't know about my political views,i hate singapore government since i was 12..i don't want to be part of any military..especially singapore's military..there are few malays there..and malays can't do much in camp..malays cant do this,cant do that..isn't that unfair?.i know i've dreamt of joining the army one day..but as i grew older,i reaslise how wretched this world is..i don't want to go on further..i made my point..

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:45 AM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

"another lonely september"
yeah..lonely indeed..

its like going to 3 am in 13 minutes here..i'm very cold..my jackets are all in the laundry..my blanket,erm,guess what?.my dad threw it away..wtf!!its been with me for like 11 years..its the stars and my moon..actually it has stars and moons pattern on it..its so cute..but i've lost another love of my life..=(


awalawalawalawalawalawala bangbangbangbangbang shot dead with my hand gun..woohoo

random attack!!

i need a whole army of boredom!!

commander random:i need shome very powerful gun to take down that boredom wall.we must conquer them me boys.all hands on deck me boys.

captain boredom:they attacked us.now we shall bring them down my man.take a few good words from them as we slice them into pieces and rip them into letters.

the epic battle between the two moods in my head is starting to heat up..bombs,missiles and gunshots flying everywhere..this is getting out of hand..

soon the angry sleepy head threw a nuclear bomb on the war zone..and everything now is calm..now i can get some rest..woohoo

walawalawalawalawalawalawalawalawala bangbangbangbangbang boomboomboomboomboom

now i can rest..rest in peace..eh no..rest well..ehehehe..nights..

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 11:42 AM

"kissing goodnight"
goodnight

i have no idea what to type here..oh i know..the person who asked me to update my blog,will have her name on my post..
ELLE
ELLE
ELLE
ELLE
well now you have something to read about.. =D

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 9:47 AM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

"just concern"
sorry to annoy you

first day of raya..the day of forgiveness,tears,happiness and laughter..this is how it's suppose to be every year..and i hope it stays that way..wise words from mum..only her words can put me to tears..after years of care and love,i maybe the most disobedient,rebellious,disrespectful and insolent child she can have in the whole family..but i still will be the son that used to be with her everywhere she go last time in her wheelchair..i maybe young and weak..but i didn't care what other said about me being mummy's boy..well i am mummy's boy because i'm the only son..the years past and i've grown up..each year, the more worse i get towards mum..i heard from abah she cried if i was to just disobey a simple task they want me to do..get home on time..i pity her..with her conditions and from her past..i sympathise her..what had she done to deserve this?.it's not her fault..everything she does is good..nothing bad..but why her?.5 years past from the day that the doctor told her..still going strong..my mum is my idol,my hero and my soul..i promised to take care of her even if i'm in misfortune..that's because i love my mum..

went to my mum's twin's house which is my auntie..my granddad was there..well reached there around 1..stayed through till 8..in between dad and i was watching tv on the sofa when we fell asleep when the house is full..embarrassing but at least i get to sleep..collection this year has dropped..but i don't care..all i care is to see the people i call family to be with me on that day..and i love my family..more than i can love another person..



Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 11:49 AM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

"kept waiting under the night sky"
that's what i do..wait for you..

i don't know what i'm doing here..i just feel like typing since there's nobody to chat with me on msn..i can say that i'm very bored..internet has been irritating me for hours..but lucky i have my small,compact and cute little vodafone modem to supply me internet connection..i hate singtel's internet..it's slow,useless,irritating and very difficult to understand..only cocks understand how it works..

anyway,went out yesterday..first part of the day, went to pasir ris to teach mai ckt..because she had to take supplementary paper today..in the library, it was fucking cold..seriously cold..we were shivering..and it wasn't even raining yet..second part of the day, went to marina square to break fast with princess..ate long john silver with 4 animals sitting beside us..there's pig,donkey,cockroach and coyote..they look like those animal respectively..oh, it was also fucking cold in marina square..i was shivering after i came out of the toilet..the bench was shaking when i was sitting on it because i was shivering like hell..third part of the day was, going to esplanade roof top to enjoy the lighted buildings against the night sky..and after off home..

today, i am bored..bored like hell..fuck the days that bring misery to me..

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 2:58 AM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

"i love you"
what's the meaning behind it..

heyhey..it's 2.30am now..i'm happy today..got to see mai and yan..woohoo..miss them..oh shit..ah wei..i miss him..hahaha..and edison..i can't wait to see them when school reopens..=D

anyway,i just finish eating cheese..a block of cheese..disgusting yellow cheese..i have to eat it firstly because i was hungry and there's no food at all..fuck..and it wasn't satisfying at all..fuck it..anyway,nathalie just inspired me to right a new song..i want to post it up today..because it's like one of the meaningful lyrics i've ever written..it's called guidance..


guidance by angel

don't leave me alone..

take my hand and throw me away
i've depended on someone like you
the trust the hate that we had
we still can't be apart
i'm sorry for your loss
leaving home is not an option
take me back to where i belong
tell me something i need to know

[chorus]
you're my hand my shoulder and everything i can ask for
the reasons i had could just blast you off your feet
rip my body to peices yet i'll still be close to you
you've broken my heart as you left me
you're the man i look up to

the tears that i shed as i tried to sleep
the nonsense that everyone gave me
stared in the night sky just to make a wish
wish upon a shooting star just take me back
i need a life i need your support
lies after lies i feel so insecured
take me back to where i was before
leave me there i need some time alone

[chorus]
you're my hand my shoulder and everything i can ask for
the reasons i had could just blast you off your feet
rip my body to peices yet i'll still be close to you
you've broken my heart as you left me
you're the man i look up to

[post chorus]
now you're back again with me
i want to feel some love from someone like you
you only come once in my life
please come back i need you to guide me

father,where are you?
i need you
you're the one i had left
please tell me what i can do
to live my life just like everybody else

don't you leave me alone

[chorus]
you're my hand my shoulder and everything i can ask for
the reasons i had could just blast you off your feet
rip my body to peices yet i'll still be close to you
you've broken my heart as you left me
you're the man i look up to


Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 11:23 AM

Monday, September 14, 2009

"simple yet fussy"
i guess?.

headaches!!fuck you headaches..my arms hurts like hell..terrible feeling when i lift my arms..fuck you!!my eyes are turning red..fuck you!!

i'm very tired..absolutely exhausted..sleeping late at night..about 2 or 3 plus..waking up at about 11 or 12..my eyes is turning red everyday..now it's like i'm suffering from hideous eye infection..or maybe i look like an addict..drug addict would be appropriate..damn it..anyway i've been very bored staying up late..so i've written about 3 lyrics in a week..2 of the lyrics was inspired when i was in the toilet..sadly i categorise both the song as toilet songs..sadly..the first song tittle is,tinted days..because she wanted to me to write it..and the other 2 songs is tittled, marry me (let me go) and The call..actually The call was Sri's idea..she asked me to write a song called The call..after i showed her the lyrics of Marry me..and she only told me 24 hours ago..tadaaa, i've written The call..i guess she's going to sing it..thats what she wanted..i think..

sadly i've got no mood to type anything..my eyes are killing me..because it's RED!!

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 10:23 AM

Sunday, September 6, 2009

"to be gay or not to be"
thats what shakespear really meant..

sleepy..yawning..tired..craving..i need a smoke..

just two words..idon'tknowwhattotypebecausei'mplainbored iguessishallnotcontinuemydocumenteryfromyesterday..

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 10:55 AM

Saturday, September 5, 2009

"one small step for mankind,one giant fart for cows"
neil armstrong never thought of that..

well here i am..at last..updating this blog..it's not dead..just unavailable..thats all..anyway,it's holidays!! and i'm bored shitless..sleep at 4 everyday and wake up at 5 for predawn meal..as you can see its fasting month..so i have to suffer like this..past few days,my eyes were red..both eyes..not enough sleep..suffering from undersleep..but who cares..as long i can be wake,i'm happy..

anyway,i feel like talking about cows and moon today..there's a saying,"cows jump over the moon"..take this phrase..how can cow jump over the moon?.it's big and heavier than man..how can it even jump in the first place?.well through technology and logic, i have figured out how the cows does it..first thing you need to propel yourself into space is, power..

power?.cows are indeed powerful and strong animals..but how can they use or benefit these power to propel themselves up to space?.they use a power we never discovered..its the fart gas..its much more powerful than a hydrogen rocket which powers the space shuttle..this fart gives such enormous thrust that a stationery cow can reach not to 60miles/per hour in 4.5 seconds..not to 100 miles takes a staggering 6 second..top speed of 1200mph..faster than an airliner..with amazing 10000bhp,it is enough to rocket the cow off earth's gravity..the next thing is,how does the cow breathe in space?.

we get milk from cow breast..it comes from the sac..but for lunar mission, the sac is very vital..the sac will contain oxygen which is filled while the cow is preparing to take off the day before..as these sac are full of oxygen,the cow is ready..before take off,the cows stuff those nipple into their nose..as there are roughly around six nipples,2 is for oxygen,2 for carbon dioxide and the last 2 is for milk..very innovative indeed..a photo will be added after this paragraph..so when the cows takes off,the oxygen level will decrease as it goes higher..so after 50,000 feet,the cow will put in its oxygen nipples..



see the similiarity?.the astronauts get the idea from the cows..

well that's the whole theory..but you wanna know what's the name of the first cow that landed on the moon?.its name was sir neil legstrong..his quote that change the world was,"one small step for man,one giant fart for cows"..see you next time..

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 9:31 AM