Wednesday, October 31, 2007
haiz..
today is a damn boring day..
after class,laze around in school with Muhd..
listen to songs.,
tell each other lame jokes,.
draw something,.
disturb others,.
help Mr Tan throw medicine ball.,
and some flatten balls..
then Muhd and i played the trolley..
big,heavy trolley..
only the rear wheels can rotate..
difficult to manuvoure..
but we had fun playing with it..
until muhd's foot got stuck..
and his skin nearly peel off..
haha..
but we laugh about it..
i know that's sick..
but we couldn't help it..
haha..
ey ey qiu ling..
if you are reading my post,.
take note of this..
DON'T COVER YOUR HEAD
WHEN I WANT TO MESS UP YOUR HAIR..
ALRIGHT..
haha..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 2:14 AM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
lesson again and again
today first lesson..
mdm ambika..
haiz..
couldn't understand a few words coming out of her mouth..
but at least she taught something..
i think it's a matrix..
i guess..
the don't know what thing..
and my fucking juniors didn't get to..
start the engine in the flying circle..
wish i could just be there to help..
but too bad i have to study..
they came back to school to fix up the planes..
then i was called on duty to help them..
actually want them to win for tomorrow's heat 2..
want them to win..
if they lose,.
then the sec 1s have to step up their game..
anyway here's the lyric for my new blog song..
"Dear God"
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed’
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 3:31 AM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
the turning end
i've been thinking to change..
because i had enough of people's kindness..
they say they'll be there for you,.
they'll talk to you and somemore shits..
i think all this is crap..
fuck them..
i also found that these words arn't true..
When you are nice to people,.
they'll be nice too..
i think that's bloody shit..
if we're nice to them,.
they'll do shit to you..
fuck you assholes..
things are fucked up in my life..
nothing can change even if i change..
but at least i know that there's always some people there to help me..
thank you Joan and Dear..
i promise not to change unless you guys help me..
and i'm happy..
because i downloaded my favourite band's new songs..
its bloody nice..
here are the songs..
because i had enough of people's kindness..
they say they'll be there for you,.
they'll talk to you and somemore shits..
i think all this is crap..
fuck them..
i also found that these words arn't true..
When you are nice to people,.
they'll be nice too..
i think that's bloody shit..
if we're nice to them,.
they'll do shit to you..
fuck you assholes..
things are fucked up in my life..
nothing can change even if i change..
but at least i know that there's always some people there to help me..
thank you Joan and Dear..
i promise not to change unless you guys help me..
and i'm happy..
because i downloaded my favourite band's new songs..
its bloody nice..
here are the songs..
almost easy..
critical acclaim..
scream..
lost..
a little piece of heaven..
dear god..(slow yet the nicest)
unbound(wid ride)..
afterlife..
brompton cocktail..
gunslinger..
try to listen to these songs..
you'll be listening to it after hearing it once..
and it's by Avenged Sevenfold..
nad i'm also happy because..
im going to 4e2 next year..yay!!
but my holidays doesn't begin until 9 november..
because we need to have,.
'intensive preparation for o'level next year'
anyway have to bear with it..
because i want to pass my o'levels..
and go to poly..
go to either temasek poly..
or s'pore poly..
dreaming of going design school or engineering..
dreams have to work for to achieve,right?.
and i'm not going to drop a.maths although higly recomanded to..
because i cannot get to engineering course without it..
so have to sweat it out..
no choice..
and this is for someone..
Your simple yet confusing..
Your sparkling eyes make me weak at my words,they tremble..
the winter nights ocldens me for i have yet to sleep..
cause never will i give up trying because you're everything to me..
i hope it's something worth the waiting..
cause it's the only time i will ever feel real..
because thunder storms could never stop me..
because there's no one in the world like you..
i sent you this as text messege..
so you'll know who you are..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:41 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
another boring day
no school today..
stayed at home all day long..
what shit is this..
i want to go out..
but too tired..
even to move around..
and i'm also very worried..
because today is promotional excersice..
i'm scared because i only pass 2 subject for end-of-year exams..
i may have a fat chance of going to 4a next year..
or a slimmer chance to get retained..
oh please just let me get to 4e..
maybe friday or tomorrow getting to know..
shit.._!_
no wonder i'm hating my life nowadays..
i wish dear have no problems proceeding to 4e next year..
and HER,i think,she'll have no problem..
haha..
shit.._!_
and i also can't wait the release of my favourite band's new album..
Avenged Sevenfold..
can't wait..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:14 AM
Monday, October 22, 2007
shit day
what a fucking day today..
i don't know why but today is more like a shit day..
didn't get to watch movie with Dear.. :(
because of a stupid convention..
lasted about 3 hours..
fucking thing..
if life was much better..
haiz..
today also sucks because i have to stay home all day..
after the convention of course..
_!_..
i also printed about 30 pages of guitar tabs?..
that's alot..
_!_..
my life sucks..
i wish HER was here..
to joke with..
haiz..
but at least i still have dear right?..
hahaha..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 2:58 AM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
_l_
my life is getting fucking boring..
especially after exams and a lot of holidays..
_!_..
what's so special about living on earth?..
there's nothing you wish you could do..:(
anyway i've thought of this when i look at HER face..
just guess who's the HER..
nothing for right and wrong answers.. :)
is life fucking great?.
because i want to be free from my parents control..
seriously they control me too much..
just want to be free from that..
i wish to be wild..
but i have no chance to..
_!_..
i want to be able to soar with the wind..
"i believe i can fly.."
that phrase doesn't inspire me but it
makes me want to fly..
haha.._!_
how long do i have to be like this?..
i hate my life..
and my band was disband..
what fuck is this?.
everything sucks does it?..
even after disband,i,ve wrote a song..
a song dedicated to my classmates..
whom put on a sad face..
after they got back their results..
which was atrocious..
the song is titled,The Faces Of Failure..
here's the lyric..
The Faces Of Failure
THE FACES OF FAILURES
I can see, the faces of my friends
With tears full in their eyes
I want to see them break their pens
I could hear their cries
They fail to succeed
They want to see more
But they could never achieve
Well now I’m here to guide you till end...
The sorrows in their hearts,
The pain in their eyes
Can never be compared
To the mortifying results they get
But now, it’ll etched in their minds
That they’ll always reap what they sow
And there’ll be no point
To reminisce again.
CHORUS
The faces of failure
Is starting to show
Are they screw ups or screwed ups
Let us not decide
Because they’re just themselves
It’s they who decide their bloody fate
Well let us jump around
and stay bubbly
Let us try so very hard
cause we could be lucky
I don’t want to see them flop
cause they are just fools who live to play!!!
No one can help them now
There’ll always be a glimpse of Hope
Even if they try
They’ll still never succeed!
But they’ll always remember,
The noisy classroom they’ll never forget
Well let us see through what we’ve done
Never forget that what hit us
Do you think it’s worth it,
to make it fucking right!
Lets,
Ignore the obscene, ignore the untrue
depiction we see, try and get through
admitting mistakes can hurt
you’re not the last but you’re sure not the first!
CHORUS
Let us end this thing
Once and for allI don’t wanna see you fucking guys stay!
I can see, the faces of my friends
With tears full in their eyes
I want to see them break their pens
I could hear their cries
They fail to succeed
They want to see more
But they could never achieve
Well now I’m here to guide you till end...
The sorrows in their hearts,
The pain in their eyes
Can never be compared
To the mortifying results they get
But now, it’ll etched in their minds
That they’ll always reap what they sow
And there’ll be no point
To reminisce again.
CHORUS
The faces of failure
Is starting to show
Are they screw ups or screwed ups
Let us not decide
Because they’re just themselves
It’s they who decide their bloody fate
Well let us jump around
and stay bubbly
Let us try so very hard
cause we could be lucky
I don’t want to see them flop
cause they are just fools who live to play!!!
No one can help them now
There’ll always be a glimpse of Hope
Even if they try
They’ll still never succeed!
But they’ll always remember,
The noisy classroom they’ll never forget
Well let us see through what we’ve done
Never forget that what hit us
Do you think it’s worth it,
to make it fucking right!
Lets,
Ignore the obscene, ignore the untrue
depiction we see, try and get through
admitting mistakes can hurt
you’re not the last but you’re sure not the first!
CHORUS
Let us end this thing
Once and for allI don’t wanna see you fucking guys stay!
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 11:00 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
bonjour?
at last..
exams are over..
finally can play..:)
but startin of the week.,
we had a very lame course..
4d cinemia maxon..
bloody boring..
from 0800 hrs to 1600hrs..
the whole day sitting in front of the computer..
i almost got eye strain..
but completed my train.. :)
i have been thinking a lot nowadays..
after counted..
more than 11 people have told me not to think too much..
haha..
what a life..
i dunno what to write anyway..
too bored..
and i'm just too tired..
alright then..tha's all..
jt,i love you:)
and dear too..:)
and mummy too:)
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 1:34 AM
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
study pics
posted some pics..
im abit lazy cuz exams are coming..
n the language paper juz passed..
wic i tink will pass..
by only 1 or 3 marks..
anyway take a look at the pics took during studying..
dun be sad brother pipi...cheer up..:)
mine and muhd's shoe..he like to take pics..most pics taken by him..
pipi preventing me from poking him...
busy studying and laughin in the libarary..
focused playing handphone game..quite nice..
mine,ridduan and muhd shoes 
taking my revenge..muahahaha..
after few jokes..:)
ridduan focused playing handphone games..too stress
sheena busy studyin..jiayo
pointing laser in the camera..
sarcastic smile....
muhd's calculator..
my name tag..
haha..poa hw..cracked their brain doing it..lucky i took dnt :)
brother pipi drew on my hand wif my silver pen..waste ink :(
my stationaries..
qiu ling in her class photo..soo cute..
my class informal shot..nice..i guess...3e2 rawks
3e2 formal shot..very serious.except for some... :)that's all i have to post..very lazy..
well all the best for end of year paper or national papers..
wish you the best and gd luck..
giving up is all battles lost..
~haridz..