Friday, January 18, 2008
this could be the end..
of something that i never have planned..
well weird dream last night..
i saw a girl's hand..
it was smooth..
i touched her..
her skin was smooth..
it felt like someone's hand..
i lay on her hand..
resting there for a while..
her hair was long..
and very smooth..
it's like feather tickling your face..
i have seen it before..
i thought it was iris..
but it wasn't her..
because i knew she highlighted her hair..
this dream was like a fantasy..
it's like i'm really there..
enough of my dreams..
i don't know why this dreams keep bugging me..
help me..
even if i talk to joan also no use..
i'll still dream the same thing..
the brave knight shall fall when..
he loses his princess..
never ever in my life i felt like this..
nevermind..
now talking about today..
physical training for the seniors..
i ended up leading the pt..
jog 1 round..
push ups..
jog another round..
sit ups..
rest..
and jog 2 more rounds..
than the sec 2 really need to get embarrased..
that was just a minor scolding..
it's my first time shouting and scolding them in the open..
but i felt great..
all were silent after that..
i really want to laugh at them..
but i have to hold it..
because they'll think i'm joking..
for them,.
they have attitude problem..
talk back to instructor..
talk bad about the trainers..
don't like scolding..
but still repeats the same thing..
since we have the green light to give them no mercy.,
than i'll take my chance..
i'm not trying to be bias..
but i think that majority of the express student sucks..
they really do..
attitude problem..
that i can handle..
but not many sec 2 are responsible..
i feel like swearing them..
cursing none stop..
but i have to control..
but after i scold them.,
i'll just relax..
laugh while they are still shocked after the scolding..
haha..
it's fun..
try doing it to your juniors..
you'll laugh once you see their faces..
i'm giving you a tip..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 5:58 AM