Tuesday, February 5, 2008

happy now joan?!
i delete already..
erased..
gone..
disappear..
yes..
thanks so much for the "help"..
thanks yeah..
i appreciate it..
what wrong have i ever done?.
why is this undesirable treatment has to happen to me..
i didn't ask for this..
all i ever wanted is to make others life better..
instead i created a problem..
not easy to live trying to make everybody happy..
its a dismal life for me this past few days..
it's one problem after another..
first..
my god mother died last sunday night..
i didn't get to visit her..
my heart sank like titanic..
sank and split into two parts..
how can i ever live my life in happiness..
second..
alex..
ok i know its my fault..
but its also his fault..
you can't always push the blame on me..
eventhough i said.,
i'll always give in..
and that people take as weakness..
nevermind..
let suckers like me suffer..

Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 4:29 AM