Sunday, November 30, 2008
"i'm lost and disoriented"
no mood..jam on saturday..but no mood..tried out chapter 4 on drums,quite cool..but no mood..no inspiration and motivation..well this describes all..
BORED!!SO BORED!!SOO BORED!!
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:07 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008
"i'm just a boy with a dream"yeah..i got a lot of dream..too many dreams..haha..
well just to describe how i feel this week..
BORED!!SO BORED!!SOO BORED!!
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 10:33 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
"should friends be more?"
hmmm..yes for some..no to others..well i don't care..haha..ok..where to start..i didn't post since sunday..ok..lets talk about my work..haha..i got it through my mum..it's at pasir panjang..just beside west coast park..so all i had to do was,when in the booth,write the trailer plate number and container number..key in the container number in the computer,switch on intercom and shout,"PAY BY WHAT!?"..yes that's what i did..then the guy outside will say either "CASCARD"(as how he said it) or "ACCOUNT"..then must shout back into the intercom,"INSERT CASHCARD AND PRESS RECIEPT!!"..haha..that was easy..but then the i/c said i had to do outside too..then i followed the guy whenever the container comes..so the second day which was tuesday,it was my turn to do the outside job..so container comes..ask the uncle,"PAY BY WHAT!?"..then uncle say "cashcard" or "account"..then if account must check if the container number matches the account container's list..if yes then can proceed..if cashcard,the guy inside will ask,"PAY BY WHAT!?"..then i'll shout "CASHCARD!!" or "ACCOUNT!!"..the guy inside will reply,"INSERT CASCARD AND PELES 2 LECIT"..which means insert cashcard and press 2 reciept..haha..funny guys..i ask them,"where's the toilet?."..guess what they answer?.they said,"ok.."..haha..i was nearly laughing..haha..anyway they are from China..can't speak english..but at least i understand some of what they saying ok..
their names are FA MING and YI SHANG..they kept looking at girls..then i kept saying "oh woo-ing girls ah?.i tell chris.."..then they say,"no,no don't have.."haha..quite idiotic..but funny guys..since there were 3 lanes and 3 of us,when there's any vehicle stuck,we'll rush..who reach there first gets one point..haha..
but now i don't want work there..early on i told my mum that i don't want to work there..then yesterday i go interview and don't want go the work,my mum scold me..now we're fighting..then yesterday i only have $1 pocket money for the whole day..she don't want give so let her be it..haha..yesterday applied around 5 to 6 jobs..now just waiting for the calls..haha..
tonight,my ncc friends will be going to new zealand..and damn crystal..she's going there again..shit man..her luck..well i want to go there again if i have the chance..maybe 5 to 6 years down the road..haha..take care and have fun guys..enjoy all you want..take note,the people there don't like ASIANS..haha..well they are somehow friendly..just don't do anything stupid..
ok to dearest person X..i'll be around later..just have to look around..take care..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 6:15 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
"and all things will end"
yup..just like the avenged sevenfold said..all things will end..but not probably all..those that we nurture and care for will not end till we really have no choice but to let go..haha..well it seems like a difficult week for me..really difficult..once i thought i was a free man again..but suddenly,problems came flooding in..like the rain during hurricane..slowly its recceding back to the ocean..well partially..the rest still remains..and those that remains aren't the easy ones but the difficult one stays..haiz..problemetic again..why now?.
well when there's bad,there's good..my mum just offered me a job..a carpark cashier..just take down numbers and i don't know what else..she said i had to start this monday..and it's 2 days morning,2 days night and 2 days off..looks like i cant go the outing..so sian..well i got nothing much to post..very sombre now..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 6:30 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
"don't say we're not meant to be"hello!!i'm back..i had 3 bbqs in the last 4 days..most of my shirts smells like it too..haha..well many things had happened last week..some bad and some cool things..well to start off,lets blog about the chalet..
day 1:
my gosh it was difficult to make everybody believe that i'm not going..well i'm going..i just wanted to give them a surprise..pravin and i came very late that day..going 11..after we got there,it seems boring..but inside,the boys were playing mahjong..and the rest,i've no idea..haha..so after the drinks came,we drank..luckily nobody were drunk..by 3,zhi wei,pravin,steven and i were outside..steven was crazy man..haha..well after that everybody went to bed when it started drizzling..and i was alone outside..i just sat there doing nothing..haha..maybe thinking..i dunno..i was the only one awake the whole night..
day 2:
those who woke up early,we went to watch sun rise..apparently,we were watching the wrong end of sunrise..haha..so we got fedd up and left..once back,they all went to sleep again..fuck man..and i was alone again at the living room watching tv..soon by 11,i cant take it..my eyes were heavy like shit..so i just fell asleep on the sofa..haha..and that was refreshing..then suddenly pravin,jianhua ,chao teng came back with bicycles..so the rest wanted to go,but i ended up walking..i went to changi village just to buy a blueberry drink..haha..quite idiotic..then bbq..phew,i stood at the pit for more than 2 hours since the pit started..haha..my eyes were dry like shit..since i was cooking the food,some turned up to help..like joan and serena..but both of them devoured the prawns just after it was cooked..my gosh..when are the other gonna eat prawns..in the end,only they ate the prawns..after that celebrated timothy's and zhi wei's birthday together..i went cycling alone to och,the broadwalk,changi village and back..just need some fresh air and some space to think about somethings..then cycle to changi beach again with pravin and chao teng..when we came back,the drinks came..drank..and most of us were high...haha..like me..in the end i fell alseep..haha..
day 3:
nothing interesting..went home and slept..haha..
that's all for chalet..some funs and some bad..well just hope there's other chalet..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 1:20 AM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
"Shameless"
All Time Low
Hips sway and lips lie
Like clock-work she's in control
Of all the right guys
And I'm still waiting
Fitted hats and a car alarm in
her high-tops with her favorite song
She's showing off
The way she walks
It's on...
Take me, show me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
The corners of your empty room
The trouble we could get into, just
Fake it for me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
Disregard the footsteps
And we'll never tell a soul
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious
I walk a fine line
Between the right and the real
They watch me closely
But talk is cheap here
Like a weightless currency
Your words don't mean shit to me
I'm always cashing out
Take me, show me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
The corners of your empty room
The trouble we could get into, just
Fake it for me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
Disregard the footsteps
And we'll never tell a soul
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious, I confess
Tonight I'm dressed up in gold
You've got me fucked up and sold;
You talk like you're famous
You're shameless
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious, I confess
Tonight I'm dressed up in gold
You've got me fucked up and sold;
You talk like you're famous
You're shameless
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious, I confess
Tonight I'm dressed up in gold
You've got me fucked up and sold;
You talk like you're famous
You're shameless
All Time Low
Hips sway and lips lie
Like clock-work she's in control
Of all the right guys
And I'm still waiting
Fitted hats and a car alarm in
her high-tops with her favorite song
She's showing off
The way she walks
It's on...
Take me, show me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
The corners of your empty room
The trouble we could get into, just
Fake it for me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
Disregard the footsteps
And we'll never tell a soul
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious
I walk a fine line
Between the right and the real
They watch me closely
But talk is cheap here
Like a weightless currency
Your words don't mean shit to me
I'm always cashing out
Take me, show me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
The corners of your empty room
The trouble we could get into, just
Fake it for me (Whoa oh, whoa oh)
Disregard the footsteps
And we'll never tell a soul
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious, I confess
Tonight I'm dressed up in gold
You've got me fucked up and sold;
You talk like you're famous
You're shameless
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious, I confess
Tonight I'm dressed up in gold
You've got me fucked up and sold;
You talk like you're famous
You're shameless
Tonight I'm finding a way
To make the things that you say
Just a little less obvious, I confess
Tonight I'm dressed up in gold
You've got me fucked up and sold;
You talk like you're famous
You're shameless
it's the lyrics to my new blog song..it's about a girl..she's trying to get every guys attention..showing off her wealth and body..she do everything as if she's famous..but actually she's not..she's just an ordinary girl..she pissed this guy off because they settled for a date but ended up the girl criticising the guy..that's what the song is about..yeah..haha..i'm good..(gene simmons line)well this song was quite nice..actually very nice indeed..
today was tiring..went to a lot of places..first,i met up with Benson..then we took bus and meet haiqal later in the bus..we both can't call..so i 'miss call' to signal him that we've board the bus..so we board..at Haiqal's bustop,we saw him but he didn't saw us..he called me and benson..but we can't answer..so we just waved at him..haha..and we waited for him at northpoint bustop..there,we don't know where to walk..outside or underpass..haha..we fought over it and i realised it's freaking hot..so we went by the underpass..secondly,our first stop was Bugis..we were suppose to go to bras basah..can get off at 2 stations..so we fought over to whether to go out at city hall or bugis..and we got out of bugis..haha..and we walked to bras basah..there,benson had a tough time selecting his guitar..almost spent 30 mins there..to give him space,i and haiqal went touring around the shop..hitting cymbols and blocking people's path..haha..quite idiotic..finally,benson made up his mind and bought a black guitar like mine..but of different brand..well he can't stop admiring it..
then off to wisma..there to repair my phone..once there,took a number and we toured the sony centre..played psp and ps3..dumb games..but still fun..so we went to sit back at the service centre..and it was my turn..the lady said "yes?"..i took 10 seconds to respond..haha..after that i showed her my phone..it she goes blah,blah,blah..and i was yeah,yeah,yeah..if my phone were able to run on the new software,i'll have to pay $26.90..but if my phone had to change the mother board,it'll cost me hundreds..and the repair warranty only last 3 months..and the last time i repaired it was,three months ago..fuck man..so i decided not to repair it..
we were all starving..so i and haiqal die die want to eat kfc..so we walked around almost the whole orchard to find kfc..and there were none..seriously none..so decided to go to plaza singapura to meet sheena they all..guess what?.i and beson was stopped by this girl..she said spare 10 seconds..so i counted..she was like 'ok not like that i mean'.."i'm from a low income blah,blah,blah"..in the end,we both gave her $2 a sign of sympathy..haha..so then we went to eat kfc..at last..food..after benson bought his food,i and haiqal go..so i was messeging..haiqal pushed me to a counter where there stood this two short girls..one was pretty,the other(venus,her name)was just short..so i took order from the short,cute and pretty one..i was a dumbo there..she gave me my change..and i was like "it that my change?"..haha..i totally forgot..so we were laughing..including the girls..so i wanted to get the chili sauce..but there's not saucer(the one that put chili lah)..so i went back to the counter where haiqal is ordering..and i didn't know what it was called..so i just showed them my hands cupped..then we were laughing like mad..haha..lucky the manager not there..haha..and while eating,sheena they all came by..said hello and left..
so on our way back,nothing happened..because all were exhausted..benson went home while i and haiqal went to causeway point..he wanted to check the draft of a namecard..after that decided to look for alex's birthday present..so haiqal came back..and he asked me where were his contact lens..and they were like folded and off-centred from his pupils..so i asked him to rub a little left..and the thing disappeared..haiqal ran like hell to the toilet..but i cant' chase him..my leg where too sore to move..haha..that was scary for me and for him..well after we just went back..so tired..now need to prepare for alex's present..surely finish by 2am..haiz..haha..ok..that's enough for now..i'm damn tired..chill out~wee~
today was tiring..went to a lot of places..first,i met up with Benson..then we took bus and meet haiqal later in the bus..we both can't call..so i 'miss call' to signal him that we've board the bus..so we board..at Haiqal's bustop,we saw him but he didn't saw us..he called me and benson..but we can't answer..so we just waved at him..haha..and we waited for him at northpoint bustop..there,we don't know where to walk..outside or underpass..haha..we fought over it and i realised it's freaking hot..so we went by the underpass..secondly,our first stop was Bugis..we were suppose to go to bras basah..can get off at 2 stations..so we fought over to whether to go out at city hall or bugis..and we got out of bugis..haha..and we walked to bras basah..there,benson had a tough time selecting his guitar..almost spent 30 mins there..to give him space,i and haiqal went touring around the shop..hitting cymbols and blocking people's path..haha..quite idiotic..finally,benson made up his mind and bought a black guitar like mine..but of different brand..well he can't stop admiring it..
then off to wisma..there to repair my phone..once there,took a number and we toured the sony centre..played psp and ps3..dumb games..but still fun..so we went to sit back at the service centre..and it was my turn..the lady said "yes?"..i took 10 seconds to respond..haha..after that i showed her my phone..it she goes blah,blah,blah..and i was yeah,yeah,yeah..if my phone were able to run on the new software,i'll have to pay $26.90..but if my phone had to change the mother board,it'll cost me hundreds..and the repair warranty only last 3 months..and the last time i repaired it was,three months ago..fuck man..so i decided not to repair it..
we were all starving..so i and haiqal die die want to eat kfc..so we walked around almost the whole orchard to find kfc..and there were none..seriously none..so decided to go to plaza singapura to meet sheena they all..guess what?.i and beson was stopped by this girl..she said spare 10 seconds..so i counted..she was like 'ok not like that i mean'.."i'm from a low income blah,blah,blah"..in the end,we both gave her $2 a sign of sympathy..haha..so then we went to eat kfc..at last..food..after benson bought his food,i and haiqal go..so i was messeging..haiqal pushed me to a counter where there stood this two short girls..one was pretty,the other(venus,her name)was just short..so i took order from the short,cute and pretty one..i was a dumbo there..she gave me my change..and i was like "it that my change?"..haha..i totally forgot..so we were laughing..including the girls..so i wanted to get the chili sauce..but there's not saucer(the one that put chili lah)..so i went back to the counter where haiqal is ordering..and i didn't know what it was called..so i just showed them my hands cupped..then we were laughing like mad..haha..lucky the manager not there..haha..and while eating,sheena they all came by..said hello and left..
so on our way back,nothing happened..because all were exhausted..benson went home while i and haiqal went to causeway point..he wanted to check the draft of a namecard..after that decided to look for alex's birthday present..so haiqal came back..and he asked me where were his contact lens..and they were like folded and off-centred from his pupils..so i asked him to rub a little left..and the thing disappeared..haiqal ran like hell to the toilet..but i cant' chase him..my leg where too sore to move..haha..that was scary for me and for him..well after we just went back..so tired..now need to prepare for alex's present..surely finish by 2am..haiz..haha..ok..that's enough for now..i'm damn tired..chill out~wee~
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 4:17 AM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
"my friends are my everything"
really they are..all of them..haha..HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TOH TIAO LI!!
so fast 16 ah..haha..may all your wish come true like wishing upon a shooting star..
well this song made me think about all of my friends..but i don't have the track..haha..now is like the dead period of my life..yes the dead period..i don't know what to do..no idea what to do..my leg is swollen..now can't walk properly..very painful if i were to walk..because played soccer yesterday and Ernest accidentally kick my leg..then at Sentosa,it swelled till i have to limp like hell..Zhi Wei said i look cute walking like that..haha..it hurts ok?.:p tomorrow i'm not sure i'm going to accompany Benson to buy his guitar or not..but i need to send my phone for repair and find a job..i don't know if i can make it..haha..maybe i'll just try..
i don't feel right now..can't explain how i feel..been very sad nowadays..enough for today..no mood..:(
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 6:34 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
"i've been walking alone all this while.when will you walk with me"
that's me walking alone on a 'sky bridge'..cool right?.credit to Haiqal who went down on the floor to snap this photo..haha..both of us went to changi airport yesterday..since we cannot study,we decided to tour the whole airport..even looked at girls..but Haiqal kept saying,"look that girl is pretty.wah lau eh.soo pretty."..and i'll go,"ok,go ask her number."..i kept saying that when he sees a pretty girl..quite irritating..but just to make him satisfied..haha..
well this is me on the travellator..emo-ing is the word..well turned out quite fine too..wow!!anyway,Haiqal and i was two monkeys running and laughing to and fro the underpass..well firstly,we haven't been to this part of the airport before..below it was the MRT..cool right?.ok..the best part,i got off the first travellator..then i hold this railing in the middle..guess what?.i got an electric shock..haha..ELECTRIC SHOCK!!i tried touching it again but there's no more..so both of us continued walking..then,the mystery..we got static shock of each others elbow..we were like,"WTF!!!!!"..but we laughed at the same time..haha..freaking funny..should try again..and this two monkeys went on the travellator to hope that we get 'statically charged'..so we go off..do the E.T hand gesture..and we got static shocked again..haha..we tried it a few times..and we kept getting shocks of each other and the railings..pretty cool..but we got exhausted and left..haha..fun day i shall say..wee~ok..this is for someone to see..i personally asked the person to read..
hello person..thanks for telling me all the reason for you know what..quite a pathetic reason..sorry for the harsh language..ya..it really is pathetic..that guy is different from me..i am never like him..only physically..but its like unfair..i tried everything..even the things i never tried before..what happen during the times that we spent?.remember?.the nights,the meeting and the movie..what were going through your head?.anyway,thanks for complimenting..i tried to find another..but i told you i can't and never will..what wrong did i go?.just because of that person you have to put others into 'crisis'?.what more should i give?.what more should i do?.will it help if i change?.a year is a long time..
ok i had enough..i want to study social studies already..it's near the end..time to do what's right..ignore what i can't forget..
goodluck tomorrow my fellow friends..:)all the best..we can do it..