Wednesday, December 31, 2008
"i shall slay her to taste her sweet deceptive blood"
i hate traitors..especially those hypocrites that surrounds you..Something.............
The Flood..............
two music videos by Escape The Fate..both sang by the new vocalist,Craig Mabbit..and without their second guitarist Omar Espeniosa..these songs is all about girls..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!PULL YOUR EAR!!
it's my first post this year..yay!!haha..to just bring life to this awful blog..i'll post an editted photo of me..check it out..
cool right?.do i look ROMANTIC?.haha..
i hope your new year resoulution comes true..:) 2008 is a great year for me..maybe to most of the human beings on this planet..haha..well 2008 is just a memory that shall be tresured..i really miss those times..the fun,joy and togetherness of 4e2..haha..maybe i shall list down what are the most memorable things that happened in 2008..
MEMORIES OF 2008
-january,
nothing that i could remember..haha..
-february,
seriously,i don't remember..haha
-march,
ah yes obs..the experience to at last go on a real camp..:)the sun,mozzies,heavy bags,whiny groupmates,the smelliness and the fatigue..haha..
-april,
my birthday..i don't really remember what happened on that day..haha
-may,
oh mother tongue 'o' levels..yeah..very scary..haha..
-june,
Bintan trip..yes..the most exciting trip of the year..i still remember..the stupid hill that we have to hike..haha
-july,
-.- no memories of it..haha
-august,
yes national day..the day when the graduating class shouted like hell maybe due to stress..haha..
-september,
teachers' day..:D performed and quite fun..can't describe with words..
-october,
is graduation ceremony in this month?.haha
-november,
the last few 'o' level papers..:) and job hunting which produce nothing..
-december,
i spent the most on these month..and a lot of outings..:) the most fun,New Year countdown..:D
that's all i guess..i have very poor memory..or maybe because i spent most of this year studying..haha..well i miss studying..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 9:09 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
"i'm dying every second of my life"
you are getting older each second..which means you are getting closer to death..Reverse This Curse........
another song by Escape The Fate..i have to admit,all Escape The Fate songs are very nice..super nice till i'm addicted to all of their song..well this song is about a girl that seems to be unworthy to this person..this person seems trap in his own curse..everytime he falls in love with a girl,it never turns out right and his relationship just crash each time..but he met this girl..she seems different from the rest..from the way she moves to the way she speaks..so this person might think that this girl is the right one..and she's the one that could free him from his awful curse..the moral of the song is,take your time to get into a relationship..it takes time..soon you'll get the right one for you..
ok..it's going to be 2009 soon..time really flies by..is it a sign that the world is going to end soon?.haha..silly me..well everything just happens so fast..it was like last year i took up a.maths..so fast..oh ya..i did took up a.maths last year..haha..
last week,i opened my wardrobe for the first time in months..usually i would just hang my clothes outside or fold it in my basket..haha..i just realised that i really need to revamp my wardrobe..it's filled with dark and neutral colour..like black,white,blue and green..only these colours can be found in my wardrobe..serious if i were an emo,my wardrobe is like heaven..
ok let's list down my new years' resolution for next year..
1)get a job..(seriously,i'm dying at home and out of cash)
2)no haircut till my hair covers my head..(don't imagine)
3)do a live gig..(we'll drag Benson on stage)
4)play post-hardcore music instead of punk rock..
5)get a second guitarist and a vocalist..
6)paint my room yellow..(again)
7)get my own laptop..
8)buy a brand new set of guitars..(epiphone or fender will do)
9)get myself a girlfriend before i run off with another guy's girlfirend..haha
that's all i suppose..:D well happy new year people..:D!!!
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 9:28 PM
"i've done things in my past that i'm not proud of"
seriously i did something bad last time..you would not want to know..Cellar Door........
this song may seem sadistic..because it talks about tearing apart this girl..but that's literally..the whole song is about how angry this person is with this girl after she just ditched him..they went through both good and bad together..but that girl found somebody else and left him..so this song is all the expression of an angry guy..
Escape The Fate is a great band..most of their songs i can understand..that's great..not like Avenged Sevenfold..they are way too complex with their lyrics..well i love Escape The Fate!!wee~
i'm dying at home..-.- there's absolutely nothing to do at home..any suggestions?.ok let me tell you what i did which should be entertaining when i'm at home studying last time..
1)i would lie down on my small square table..(i fit perfectly)
2)i roll on the floor while singing some stupid songs or just mumbling some nonsense..
3)play my guitar while upside down..(it's fun)
4)crawl under any table which fits..
5)take a very long shower..(don't try this..i'm used to it..)
6)shout into a pillow..and when my sisters look at me,i'll just give them a silly smile:) ..
7)finally,i talk to myself..
ok give me more suggestions..i even tried playing tennis with my frying pan at my void deck..i can't find the tennis racket..it's freaking heavy to swing..but i like the metallic sound..*dung*..haha..i had eyes staring at me when i was playing...and i swore not to do it again..unless somebody plans to join me as well..haha..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 5:22 AM
Monday, December 29, 2008
"i walk with shadows"
that's because i'm hiding myself..there's no sympathy for the dead..
once a person dies,there's no need to care about them..they are just biodegradable matter left to rot or incinerated..no point crying or sobbing over it..what's done is done and could never be undone..we someday will join them as well..every being on this planet called "Earth" shall live and die..it's just a matter of how long and how you live or die..
new year's coming..yay?.
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 5:10 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
"my life is filled with anger"
:D yup..i'm an angry man..grrr..haha"Just don't trust these liars at the door
(you have to find a better way)
Kill the ones that have these answers for
(the questions I will never say)"
(you have to find a better way)
Kill the ones that have these answers for
(the questions I will never say)"
this lyric is from Escape The Fate-My Apocalypse..it's about traitors..and these traitors happens to be your friends..the people that surrounds you..well some of this traitors called "friends" are trying to make your life miserable..they disguise themselves as your friends..they are the mother fucking hypocrites that try to make you lose all your friends..liars that has no feelings..only hate and deception..if you know that one of your friend's friend is betraying him/her and you never tell them before they find out,you are considered a traitor as well..you shall die alongside those heartless creatures..find your true friends..some of those you thought were,are just pure evil blooded mother fuckers..
that's the meaning of that part of the lyric..the vocalist still had time to explain about the whole song during the song..haha..cool right?.
answer this in my tag box:
1)you do not have a tennis racket.but in a few minutes,your tennis tournament is going to start.what kitchen utensils can you use as a substitiution?
2)what fish only comes out at night?
3)what happens to a guy wearing jeans with his zip undone?
2)what fish only comes out at night?
3)what happens to a guy wearing jeans with his zip undone?
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:35 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
"finger on the trigger to my dear juliet"
i can't find the photo..anyways,it means leaving me suddenly..east coast yesterday was quite cool..i learnt how to roller blade..:) i was lazy to use guards..so i,a beginner,skated almost half of east coast park without protection..i did fall a few times..even when the grass patch is a arm's length away and i can't balance,i purposely rolled and rolled and throw myself on the grass..haha..very itchy though..but i did know the proper way to maintain balance..oh ya..i hate uphills and down hills..especially downhills where you have to turn..there was one part with quite a steep slope..wei yang already grabbed the railing..but i was too stubborn..i keep saying,"look i'm doing fine..i can control.."..but i can't slow down and can't turn,i just went head on with the railing..lucky nothing happened..haha..and the worst didn't happen..i didn't flip..haha..after returning,we just went home..but at least my first time skating wasn't that bad..i had no wounds and bruises..:D amazing..haha
i'm bored at home..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 8:05 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
"not loving you is harder than you know"
i don't feel right..i feel horrible..i feel horribly wrong..:( there's nobody to help me now..i have to go through this myself i guess..i'm sick,i feel awkward and i feel horrible..i hope she understand..well it just sucks for me..:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 8:28 PM
"i guess it's time to move on without you"
giving myself time till Christmas..i hope by then,i'm over her..guess what?.i didn't sleep last night..i was twisting and turning on my bed all night..and was freezing because of the cold weather..seriously suffering from severe sore throat and fever..yesterday celebrated Benson's birthday..well seoul garden was such a killer for me..my stomach could not even take in anymore after just 3 plates..damn full..and the worst part,i was having bad cough..i tried to talk loudly and shout but i cant..haha..
anyways,i'm just bored to death..being jobless sucks..damn it..haha..actually i wanted to post something..but i guess not..too personal i guess..:)oh ya,i've made my new song..totally completed with drums,bass and piano..at last i'm done with my new song..just left with the lyrics..
i'll post two lyrics..one for the blog song..the other is the video song..:)this one is the blog song..
Escape The Fate
"not good enough for truth in cliche"
Hurtful words,
From my enemies of the last five years,
What's it like to die alone?
How does it feel when tears freeze,
When you cry?
The blood in your veins is twenty below.
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Something I cannot forget.
So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
Make sure you're still alive,
Just in time to kill you,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Something I cannot forget.
I can't take this (take) anymore
I can't take this (take) anymore
I can't take this (take) anymore
(I cannot feel what you've done to me)
I can't take this (take) anymore
(What you've done to me)
So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
(Window)
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Something I cannot forget.
"not good enough for truth in cliche"
Hurtful words,
From my enemies of the last five years,
What's it like to die alone?
How does it feel when tears freeze,
When you cry?
The blood in your veins is twenty below.
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Something I cannot forget.
So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
Make sure you're still alive,
Just in time to kill you,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Something I cannot forget.
I can't take this (take) anymore
I can't take this (take) anymore
I can't take this (take) anymore
(I cannot feel what you've done to me)
I can't take this (take) anymore
(What you've done to me)
So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
(Window)
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
Something I cannot forget.
this is the video song..this one is for you,joan..
Escape The Fate
"harder than you know"
You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I gotta wait (I gotta wait)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So if I'm the fire, you've become the rain
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)
So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy
Leaving always drives me crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
"harder than you know"
You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I gotta wait (I gotta wait)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So if I'm the fire, you've become the rain
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)
So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy
Leaving always drives me crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:54 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
"your love is my apocalypse"
she'll never love me..if she does,i'll be dead by then..it's the new album of escape the fate..this song somehow captured my inner senses..it's rather touching song..it proves that a metal band can make a slow song..slow,meaningful and melodious..yeah..it's nice..check it out..:)
long,tough week for me..no jobs:(..imagine you applied 18 jobs and none called you back?.when you called them back,they say just wait for their call..it's ridiculous to keep applying jobs when you know there's no more vacancies..now i know what is the meaning of "economic meltdown"..haha..can't deny that..
i'm just totally bored..
that song,"harder than you know"..it symbolises my situation right now..but she wouldn't understand..she'll never understand..