Friday, September 25, 2009
"give me a name"
buck head
i'm damn sleepy..very tired..no idea why..my body is starting to ache..due to my very old bed..the other day,my bed collapse..how embarrassing is it?.
september is fast coming to an end..an end to the so called "time of the year"..which starts from july and ends by the end of september..actually this is my theory..time of the year is a period when people everywhere in the world suffers from relationship unstability..even if the unstability only last for an hour..this is when relationship takes it's toughest couples down..it is a period to test your endurance and patience..if you manage to get through this period without breaking up with your partner,you have passed the test my friend..every year will be the same..if you don't believe me,wait till next year..you see when couples start fighting over the smallest thing..
my life is such a bore..it has declined from awesome to extremely boring..no adventure,no fun,no excitement and no girlfriend..i want my life back..
oh yeah..i got into an argument with my parents..have you guys ever heard of the joint poly diploma SAF thingy?.if you have not,i shall explain..this SAF thing is like a scheme..if you join,every month you will recieve $600 to $1000 as your tuition fee..for guys, after your diploma,you will have to serve NS for two years..after that two years,you will have to sign on for another 5 years with the air force..your salary will be around $2,111..looks convincing right?.well here's the thing..my parent wants me to go for this talk tomorrow and apply for this..they say if i apply,i can get my allowance from SAF all that and after my NS i can work with the Air Force..upon resignation,i can join the aerospace industry..the industry now is searching for guys from Air Force..now you can see diploma graduates are having difficulty getting jobs..so according to my dad,if i joined e Air Force and apply for job later on,it will be easier for me to get it..i didn't buy that..so i told them why i didn't want to apply..here are my reasons:
firstly,the allowance all that seems very attractive..you can get the allowance..if you fail one semester,you will be kicked out..thats it for your Air Force dream..whatever..secondly,i have my own plan after poly..i'm going to graduate and work..if my dad is going to support me for my further studies,i will join full-time university..if my dad does no support my further study,i will have to take up part-time degree course at night and work in the day..my goal is to continue my studies until my master degree before i get married..if i join the Air Force,after i finish my bond,i will be 26 years old..and all i have is a diploma..well how am i suppose to further my studies to master degree before i get married at the age of 27?.and finally..for you who don't know about my political views,i hate singapore government since i was 12..i don't want to be part of any military..especially singapore's military..there are few malays there..and malays can't do much in camp..malays cant do this,cant do that..isn't that unfair?.i know i've dreamt of joining the army one day..but as i grew older,i reaslise how wretched this world is..i don't want to go on further..i made my point..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 7:45 AM