Sunday, September 20, 2009
"just concern"
sorry to annoy you
first day of raya..the day of forgiveness,tears,happiness and laughter..this is how it's suppose to be every year..and i hope it stays that way..wise words from mum..only her words can put me to tears..after years of care and love,i maybe the most disobedient,rebellious,disrespectful and insolent child she can have in the whole family..but i still will be the son that used to be with her everywhere she go last time in her wheelchair..i maybe young and weak..but i didn't care what other said about me being mummy's boy..well i am mummy's boy because i'm the only son..the years past and i've grown up..each year, the more worse i get towards mum..i heard from abah she cried if i was to just disobey a simple task they want me to do..get home on time..i pity her..with her conditions and from her past..i sympathise her..what had she done to deserve this?.it's not her fault..everything she does is good..nothing bad..but why her?.5 years past from the day that the doctor told her..still going strong..my mum is my idol,my hero and my soul..i promised to take care of her even if i'm in misfortune..that's because i love my mum..
went to my mum's twin's house which is my auntie..my granddad was there..well reached there around 1..stayed through till 8..in between dad and i was watching tv on the sofa when we fell asleep when the house is full..embarrassing but at least i get to sleep..collection this year has dropped..but i don't care..all i care is to see the people i call family to be with me on that day..and i love my family..more than i can love another person..
