Saturday, October 17, 2009
"i wish you would just pull the trigger"
if you may,
damn..so tired..my ass hurts as if i've been bitten by a shark..my arms aches as if bees were trying to eat it..my face is burning like frying nuggets..this is what i hate about the carpark survey job..but desperate times need desperate measures..oh yeah..desperate..the culmination of 2 months of dying at home ended with a big bang..i'm working for the last 3 days of holidays..need the money..too bad..dick..
did anybody tell you it's bad to make someone wait?.maybe someone should have told you that recently..so all this while it was just an act?.what the fucking hell!?you broke something of mine and you're just gonna walk off pretending nothing happened?.i don't want to make wild accusations but the way i see it,you're just toying around with me..sometimes you are happy and hyped when talking to me,a minute or two later,your energy is diverted to someone else..it's like what the heck..i know i'm a dick..but i've told you my reasons..i'm sorry for what i have ever done..somehow i just know you're lying to me about being so understanding when you don't give a fuck about it..you can play around with me but one day somebody will play yours..and you'll know how it feels..three sentences you might be familiar with princess..
YOU cheat my feelings..YOU gave me false hope..YOU broke my heart..
p.s i miss you..and i adore you..
Posted by ~angel arthas~ at 8:22 AM